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 today i feel like i'm slowly getting my life back together. it only took 3 KM trainings, a trip to the gym and some unknown healthy food that contained sesame-crusted salmon. it was amazing!

in preparation for the brown exam, i will be doing burpees. today i thought i did 10 but it was in fact only 9, and i feel like i suck at them. i feel too fat to do them properly - my stomach is in the way when i try to bring my legs back. but, no worries - by the time i'm able to do 90 of them in a row, that will surely be less of a problem.

i'll need a way to train legs, since i will need to jump a lot. oh, i cannot wait!

i also started a diet, today i logged less than 1200 calories but i think i had more, at around 1500 or 1700. that is still quite a large deficit and i'm already worried about how i will be able to keep it up. i know not every day will be easy, and i still want a way to fit some "unhealthy" snacks in, as a treat. as balance. as whatever we wish, since blindly restricting won't do much good.

and the last noteworthy thing i did today was going to my cellphone provider, to ask if i can keep my number if i move to portugal. the anwer was: you can only stay abroad for 2 months with the number. because we have very cheap plans here, and it'd be unfair to...other countries? other providers, rather. i already asked a friend to keep that number alive for me, just a year. i will not be paying premium memberships to any apps, and that should cover it nicely. and if i don't need the number after a year, i will have to give it up, but right now, i cannot. i have invested about 5 years into this plan, i get nice bonuses, if i come back to this country, i'll want to keep that going.

i'll tell you abput my beauty routine in the morning. mwah!