just quickly

 i had my german test interview today. 4 questions. i feel i could answet adequately, but omg!!, the first, the very first question was "explain (in german, haha) how one creates an e-mail address".  and you could threaten me with a gun to my head, i don't recall! i haven't made e-mail addresses in a decade! oh, how time flies. haha.

either way, i feel it was a success. or, at the very least, not the worst i could have been. let us hope

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